After lossing 25k of the 40k you had, how much more have you lost? I will assume all of it. Don't have the time to read through your pathetic thread.
1. You started this thread. You're also the one keeping it going. 2. Most of my money is in real estate development projects. 3. $25k of $40k? I have no clue what you're even referring to.
I found it through your posts. If you are in realestate, then your losses dwarf your trading, either way same difference.
I know one thing as fact, if your life was going well, you wouldn't be on here having a psychological melt down.
leverage causes a great risk for all time if you do not have most powerful analyzing trade knowledge and experience.