This is the continuation of the journal from last year, where my focus was on stepping up and trading OPM (Other People's Money), and in this case I am trying out in a continuous 50K combine with TopStepTrader. I past my second combine attempt last year, and then ran into issues that contributed to me not moving past live trader prep. Here is more info... http://www.elitetrader.com/et/index.php?threads/yukoners-psychological-trading-journal.287520/ Thanks in advance to anyone reading this! This is my journey, about the other 80% of trading... and what is going on in my head. I will be writing raw. Holding back very little. For me, this process has uncovered many blind spots, and so I ask the reader... should you wish to contribute, then please don't hold back either. Lastly, let me first thank TopStepTrader for the opportunity, Mark Seflin for his psych coaching, and @Redneck , @NoDoji and @Handle123 for their unselfish contribution to the previous journal last year. You all helped me become a better trader! 2015 is going to be a great year!