I sometimes tried antipsychotic medications without a doctor's prescription. My prescription of vodka needs refilling right now.
There was a chick in school who would skip on and off her doc's meds without his 'help' and she was hell on wheels. When you get all those ducks in a row let us know when you start trading so we can get out of the market before you drain the ocean.
You've posted numerous hurdles to your hitting the "Enter" button. Here's an idea that works for the big boys: Burning ritual https://www.dogpile.com/serp?q=Burning+ritual
why not simply posting here your wannabe trades? if they are indeed good, some community feedback would give you the confidence you need to hit that enter key on the next occasion..
When I find a really clear and profitable opportunity where I have >10 minutes to think, I doubt I'll remember to comment here, and I doubt I'll get a good enough reply quick enough.
for the moment forget about entering the trade. Just consider posting the trade on the forum as an alternative, something to bridge the mental gap between entering and watching from the sideline