Congrats on your trade you did today. Obviously, if I was sure in my setups and that I would make money every day, I would wake up and trade with more confidence. I went to sleep around 4:30 am last night since I was not tired and still could not fall asleep. I did manage to wake up around the time I felt I may still get in a winning setup. My thought was at least look at the market and see if their are some good trades and then I could always take a nap, so I was able to trade today. I was not able to trade yesterday.
Do you have recent labs pulled? Thyroid, adrenal hormones etc etc etc Have you had an MRI to check on hypopituitarism? Have you had an MRI to check for adrenal tumors? Have you done a cortisol saliva test? Go to this site and post stuff if you have the blood-work, someone on there may be able to help you. http://forum.jackkruse.com/forum.php
Move to the East Coast at least !!!! West coast, no offence, is one of the worst timezone to trade in any market. There is a reason WHY the west coast is an IT hub and not a financial centre.
Its good to have some fear, it shows respect for the craft but you got to keep in mind that trading for living is a job and if you are not up trading you are not earning a living or if you are a new trader you are not improving. if you are fearful of losing trade smaller size.
Are you kidding market closes at 1:00pm, I still have most of the day to do the things that makes life worthwhile...