No, does not matter if you admit it, it is what it is and I could care less. You were the one that was asking the questions not me. Have you done something wrong as to worry about your own government having to kill you? Not only are you bitter you are a insecure puppy looking for approval to feel good. That's just my view, I could not give a shit if you live or die. No pleasure for me either way.
I want to address this what you said Maybe I am a prick because I am most capable man not just in terms of trading but in terms of giving guys like you swift death I am the the type that when you insult in real life, you suddenly realize "shit the guy is fukin crazy" needless to say I have a criminal record maybe I am a prick because of what you "normal" people call antisocial maybe I don't fit in, but again is that a choice ?????
The answer to this question is easy. Fear. Every time I meet someone who is incessantly trying to prove that they're right, I see a person who is inwardly deathly afraid of something. By the way, you talk a lot about how physically tough you are. Truly tough guys never talk about that. I know - I've known quite a few of them. Lastly, trading success and efficient living aren't always correlated.
maybe the tough guys you met were dumb ever meet a guy who is a combination of geek and tough, well now you have