its taken me almost a yr. of trading everyday to lose 3k.. ive never felt so good about losing.. but now i am knocked out entirely.. i did the no no and used capital i didnt really have to lose... but ive never had much money to begin with. i just feel sorta lost cuz i dont have a job or even a car but i still feel as though i can trade the markets.. i dont use any generic systems.. just my own ideas that seem to work well, and it sounds funny saying that cuz i dont have nuthen to show for it.. just lookn for someone with a similar experience i guess.. am i being too positive?? am i some kind of trading addict?? i dunno guys/ladies... is it silly to try and get someone to back my trading?? any words of wisdom would be nice.. the reality of everything is just a lil scary right now..