but it's my system, I wrote it and I can break the rules anytime I want. So I said ok I will go short aud even though it has been so good to me on the long side (especailly EUR/AUD) that is being long AUD against EUR)) and you can read about it, I posted it many times but I was not willing to get short aud/jpy at first it made me look really dumb, and I was thinking, why didn't you just go with the system? But the long aud/jpy after being a thorn in the flesh finally turned out to be my best winner and largest position for the week not bragging, just telling you it is possible to make money without actually knowing anything but after the good times, the bad times come and that is what I am dreading. That is why I spend most of my time now thinking about believing in God. I made all my money on a minimum position size, so it's not like I can reduce size for the inevitable drawdown. We'll just see how much of it I give back.