What if i'm not meant to be a successful trader. After all, i have zero discipline, no patience, and little money? But what if I figured out the holy grail (logical mathematical formula) that everyone is looking for? Wouldn't that be a weird scenario? consider this. Here I am a complete loser of a trader, lots of guts, no intelligence, and I feel destined to lose at trading BECAUSE... I don't really like trading. I like inventing, discovering, techniques, systems, ideas, in two words.... the HOLY GRAIL. So, what if I found it. But I can't do anything with it? What should I do? Here's my options: I could write a book and prove to the world that the markets aren't random or even chaotic, they are mathematical in nature. Is this a good title? Whats so chaotic about this? The HOLY GRAIL, your search ends here. I thought about trying to sell it, or get someone else to trade it, but I don't trust too many people... especially when it comes to money, BIG MONEY. What could I do here? Or, I could just walk away from it, arrogant as can be, but not using the gift i've been given. Or, I could continue trying to become a trader, something that is having less and less of an appeal, especially with no money. Think about it, if I really do have the Holy Grail, the mathematical formula that explains / predicts every high and every low, wouldn't this situation be ironical? Edit: also, what would be the consequences of these things. If the Holy Grail were applied to trading, would this negate it's effect by interfering with the natural flow of the markets? What if I let the market digest the formula via publishing it in a book? Could this change the markets forever? What if I walked away? Would someone else figure it out? Would I be walking away from a responsibility? What if I continue grinding it out... and I don't have any success... I think i would become suicidal in misery.
What if you stopped being a compulsive liar? That SOB story about busting out was a piece of work but you just had to put it over the edge with that friend that gave you 2 million to piss away It boggles my mind out of a billion sperm you made it through Hahahaha
INTERACTIVE BROKERS LLC, Two Pickwick Plaza, Greenwich, CT 06830 Monthly Account Statement for NOV-2001 generated, 05-DEC-2001 04:28 NYT Customer: Jason K Lundy Address: 409 Kailua Road Apt 2, Kailua, HI 96734, United States Email: balaramdas@hawaii.rr.com Acct ID: 4590 User name: jlundy3 Type: FUTONLY Currency: USD CONFIRMATIONS 01-NOV-2001 Cash deposits/withdrawals: -15000.00 Futures Gain/Loss: 15287.50 Commissions: -566.40 ============== -278.90 02-NOV-2001 Cash deposits/withdrawals: 394000.00 Futures Gain/Loss: 19945.00 Commissions: -2026.65 ============== 411918.35 05-NOV-2001 Interest 174.82 Futures Gain/Loss: 3217.50 Commissions: -7796.85 ============== -4404.53 06-NOV-2001 Cash deposits/withdrawals: 120000.00 Futures Gain/Loss: -33525.00 Commissions: -1044.30 ============== 85430.70 07-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: 60800.00 Commissions: -1696.25 ============== 59103.75 08-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: -47362.50 Commissions: -899.75 ============== -48262.25 09-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: 6787.50 Commissions: -427.75 ============== 6359.75 12-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: 68637.50 Commissions: -1371.75 ============== 67265.75 13-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: -95205.00 Commissions: -1032.50 ============== -96237.50 14-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: 69170.00 Commissions: -6130.10 ============== 63039.90 15-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: 129030.00 Commissions: -7168.50 ============== 121861.50 16-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: -965.00 Commissions: -4932.40 ============== -5897.40 19-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: -100450.00 Commissions: -988.25 ============== -101438.25 20-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: -6210.00 Commissions: -1439.60 ============== -7649.60 21-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: 8190.00 Commissions: -595.90 ============== 7594.10 22-NOV-2001 No Transactions 0.00 23-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: 99160.00 Commissions: -504.45 ============== 98655.55 26-NOV-2001 Cash deposits/withdrawals: -30000.00 Futures Gain/Loss: -28652.50 Commissions: -1035.45 ============== -59687.95 27-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: 55222.50 Commissions: -1563.50 ============== 53659.00 28-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: 117047.50 Commissions: -3433.80 ============== 113613.70 29-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: -26855.00 Commissions: -1593.00 ============== -28448.00 30-NOV-2001 Futures Gain/Loss: 6180.00 Commissions: -879.10 ============== 5300.90 ============== NET CHANGE IN ACCT CASH BALANCE: 741498.57 FUTURES POSITIONS Description Contracts Set Price NQ Z1 -218 1598.0000 ACCOUNT STATUS Cash Balance at COB 31-OCT-2001: 145470.73 Net Change in acct cash bal: 741498.57 ============== ============== ==> Cash Balance at COB 30-NOV-2001: 886969.30 Settled: 886969.30 ============== ==> Total equity at COB 30-NOV-2001: 886969.30 Initial Margin: See Trader Workstation window mainten Margin: See Trader Workstation window ***
Ummm Print out that exact screen instead of typing it out with the print screen tab on the keyboard then post up the pic here Let's see if you do it I'm guessing no Hahahaha How gullible do you think people are?
you think i just typed that up, it's a waste of my time but i'll do it anyway, just to make you people happy, and so i stopped getting questions about it. one second, i'll provide a link to a pic.