Just like you're lying to us here, you're lying to yourself. So if you really want to know, just ask yourself but be honest. If you can't then get professional help.
Posted a loser last night in Chit Chat. Had the A's, was a good play, but Kennedy totally botched an easy ground ball in the 8th allowing Guttierez to score from second and send it to extra innings. Guess it'll be Ramen noodles for the family tonight.
Ramen noodles are a special treat that must be reserved for Christmas Eve and other important celebrations only.