In life, what is the purposes? What for do you live? I started to ask myself these questions when I woke up in the middle of night and could get back to sleep for a long time. As days and nights went by, more and more clearly do I realize myself in blank. No answer to the fundamentals, to what matters. I don't know. I don't know what I really want. This is purely both insane and sad. So I'd like to hear some suggestions to boost my thinking to find my goals and my destinations to move towards. What do you really what in your life?