Closed long UsdJpy with loss -3k Account Value 202k. One of those days when everything goes against me.
Lucky; I believe I read you did not post your actual account as it may affect psychology. Is this correct?
No, that's my actual account. I decided to trade with big risk hoping for big rewards. My psychology is not affected, I'm quite detached from money, that's why I started this journal.
Value of this account and value of my real account is about the same (I'm profitable with Polish options, not profitable with futures).
I don't want to question your reasoning too much but phsycology involves a lot more than just attachment to money.