Which means you're better than 90% of the posers out there. But don't get yourself too worked up or you'll end up becoming one yourself, much like Nietsche's famous quote: "If you gaze too damn long into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you."
Good Job. Just curious,don't you have a better hobby at 60s to enjoy retirement, trading isn't exactly fun at least for me if it's not for the money.