I withdraw them otherwise I would be entering 3, 4 contracts to start with before I know it. Average $20K hmm maybe a little less if I stick to my current rules contracts. But on good months yes I definitely can do $30k+ with max 2 contracts for Nasdaq, and 2-4 for other like oil. I am only hoping that I will be starting my journal's "first month" with at least $20,000+ otherwise I am worried I'll become a punching bag for a while. Yes in Korea blue is for loss and red for gains.
Don’t worry about other people’s reactions. Focus on being the best trader you can. No matter what the outcome.