I am going to add an update to this journal as there has been a significant change and learning point in trading this system and the topic of discipline. And trading in general for that matter. Hopefully when I read this journal again some time in the future I'll be able to learn from the progression noted here. Also, I hope that there are others who can gain something from this reading as well. To cut to the chase: April was the most painful month that I have had trading this system. It lead me to look at alternatives to the current style of trading. I decided to add a breakout set up to the reversal trades that this system does. I realized that this system does not fit my personality. I thought it did. But after taking a couple of the break out set ups I realized that these set ups fit me much better. I have also realized that there are other breakout set ups that are working well. I read once a long time ago that some traders are better at trading systems and some are better trading with discretion. Better as in fitting their personality and IQ/EQ. I "decided" that a system was better for me because I could just 'follow the rules'. Conclusion: A trader really has to find himself. I have been trading with discretion on a few particular breakout set ups since the end of April and have made more points in YM than the last 3 months combined from the reversal system. It feels much better and is highly rewarding. Rewarding both financially and intellectually/emotionally. Quite honestly I feel that all of the years of trading have just come together. Trading the reversal has taught me wonders in identifying breakout set ups. Final thought: Nothing ventured nothing gained. If I had not looked at this discretionary method of trading I would still be aggravated (yet minimally profitable) trading the hard disciplined reversal system. Although I felt that I was 'breaking the rules' by venturing in to this 'out of the system' style trading, it was a good "out of the box" thought process that we all have to do sometimes. Gotta find what's in ya.