umm.... Moving day today traded first 45 minutes (-500) and last hour (-2000)... glad i came in... NOT! So bad.... No trades in B account.
Today's P&L: about -$4200. I paid dearly for my mistakes that I made yesterday. In addition, I traded poorly today. Overall, this is still a good month for me: I made about $101,300 this month. I made $6000 in my My Roth IRA account which is about 24% return on that account. There are 22 trading days this May and I had two losing days. 1st week (excluding Monday): $21,000 2nd week: $29,000 3rd week: $26,800 4th week: $17,600 5th week (excluding Friday): $6900
I lost $120 today... grossed $500-600, I forget the exact number... but I was up NET $520 at lunch, and gave it all away churning, fighting stock, and revenge trading... trading 300-500 share lots, $500 is my daily goal... that I hit my goal and gave it all back and went net negative on the day because I took out unresolved emotional issues coming from my childhood on my trading account disguists me... I really thought I had gotten over this stage... That feeling of "I was just up $520, now I'm only up $380, RGRGRGRGR, I MUST MAKE THAT MONEY BACK (despite it being 12:23 and seeing no setups)... AH WTF $235, WHO THE HELL CARES ABOUT $235, MIGHT AS WELL SIZE UP AND TRY TO MAKE BACK WHAT I LOST!!!"... is very very not good for my P/L..
Slow day for me, hate NFP days, did well though. ER2 - +450 ES - +425 YM - +70 QM - +137.50 EUR/USD - +600 Good weekend all!