Ok, I am not laughing at Rearden. I am saying his brain remember the high only of the drug. He forget the bad things the drug do to him. That is addiction.
From Frozen... "It was oxy that finally got me stabilized. The bupe came much later. After every single doctor failed miserably, it was my research and my drug dealer that finally found the proper medication."
Ok, I understand now. But Rearden/Frozen have to hate his drug more than he love that drug in his MIND to get away from his addiction.
no. i cant be convinced and neither can 99% of the rest of sober society. too much evidence for the damage druggies do to innocent people. you can delude yourself all you want that it isnt doing you damage but dont try to blow smoke up our ass. i am willing to pay for you to get help,through taxes, to get clean but i dont detect any desire from you to do that.