I dont even know how to describe this but it really pisses me off, i even put in the trifecta and chased it short at the bottom with size only to ask myself "WTF am i doing?" I just lost 400 bucks when this should have been a 5k plus winner, i dont know how the fuck i butchered this so bad, im so angry right now.
The only thing that will make me happy right now is if your short NQ chuck, otherwise im going to slit my wrists, this is soo fucking aggravating.
Really no way to relax myself out of that one, i probably should not trade today, cause i know im going all in on the next idea, i hammered into 16 contracts at the bottom leaving me net 12 short, then took a quarter point loss, i just totally fucked this trade up, its very aggravating.
I dont even know how to disect this except i shouldnt have still been up at three in the morning looking at charts smoking weed, but it was so obvious market was going down i piled into ES in both accounts, blew it on one and lost more than i made in the other, total joke, this things going to 2400.
LOL, Chuck i just changed your name to "Very Fake news"..... j/k your probably right, but im a junkie dude, i got myself hooked on that trade now im going to watch it all night, so hopefully what i see tomorrow morning is good, cause i know im too stupid to avoid going all in on that. Someone has to pay for this fiasco, and its certainly not going to be me.
Chuck is right, im done, sorry guys, no trading calls tomorrow, the best thing i can do is go to bed right now, i cant fathom a scenario whereby i make a hero call on this big of gap down, when i already called the gap down. Sometimes you just have to accept that "You cant lose what you dont put in the middle" Chuck is right here, im going to bed, Thx Chuck, this one would have driven me crazy, and i know im just going to pile into something else so its stupid for me to trade at this point.