thing is, you weren't even meant to be bud... might as well spend the little time u got left to figure out whatcha want... just me opinion 'f course...
The Meaning of Life You can't discuss "meaning" unless you find out for yourself of how and why you got here and ... where you're going to.
The Meaning of Life .. is that your life IS the meaning. You get one shot .. and its yours for as long as it lasts.
funny somehow this thread title reminded me of Memento... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Memento "The film explores themes of memory, identity, time, revenge, reality and deception, including self-deception. It also examines grief and the role of memory in recovering from a loss."
A very interesting, challenging and entertaining discussion is at: http://users.aristotle.net/~diogenes/meaning1.htm