Damn!!!! As I felt like giving some slaps to beat the nonsense out of some annoying people, I simply could not help wondering about this song : I can't believe I really felt it when I first came across it.
Going out to really experience from the "inside" other types of lives, I simply can't help thinking how LUCKYYYYYY profitable traders are. Guys and Gals, we have no idea of what other people are going through. Trading is really God's blessing.
Trading Wise : I am just going to prepare and be ready for just one day of trading this April : Non Farm Payroll day. That's it.
Market open: "Hmmm looks like market wants to go higher, but I'm gonna sit and be patient for the "setup"". "Damn I knew it was gonna go higher, why didn't I get long?" Setup comes in place, "Looks scary, maybe markets gonna fall lower, fuck it trust my edge, get long" As I watch P&L--Heart thumps as I'm trying to get trade validated by the market and the few ticks down make me scared.....but then it starts to go into my favor...giving me more confidence," Okay I am up $100 for the day, take profits here although edge is still telling me market wants to go higher." Index goes $200 higher, " Damn I knew it was gonna go higher. I got in at such a good point, why didnt I just stay with it." Etc ,etc
I am adding this to my repertoire of musical "edification". * * * If I understand well, one person has been toying with the LOA !!!! I hope you first found out about what are the dangers associated when applying it. It is always better to fully understand these "spiritual" things before using them. But that's my 2 cents. I'll only use any of this thing when I have fully understood it.
I don't hear the true "fuck you" anger in any of the songs posted thus far. Hip hop? Fake financial channel-like videos with a voice-over? Nah. That does not express the true anger of a good FU. This is how you should approach the antagonizing if you wish it. A true, hearty, FU!!!!
I have been quiet lately : the trainings I am going through are quiet intensive. And I did lose some discipline 2 days ( trading against the coach opinion). However, the lesson is not lost, as we get to find exactly what happened whenever I start to lose discipline (usually an upset emotional state, then trading as a way to get 'away' from the upset). Even so, the coach is absolutely confident that the account capital will still be increased - that was my major concern. Obviously, I'll spend some time during the summer to decide exactly how I want to use the extra stuff I learned during the trainings : use it for some very unpriviledged people, or just use it for my own benefits. The last option will go against my mindset : and mindset is very important as I always fear self-sabotage ( aka the unconscious settling scores!). * * * I really have to say again "THANK YOU". I simply can not thank enough you all, for what you did. I seriously feel indebted ( in a very good way). And I'll do what I have to get done. May be I just needed these nasty experiences to really learn about "human psychology/spirituality" in a very practical way. Obviously, I 'll do it, not in the ways I first thought ( ); differently. But it shall be done. Thank you again for seeing through the lies - defamations - manipulations, and taking corresponding actions.
Trading : Cocked up quiet a bit lately. Not the end of the world. The training is giving me some perspective : some institutions need some real clean up. Without the experience on the ground and really seeing it as it is from the 'trenches', I'd have never understood why all the international results have just shown an obvious decline. * * * I assume that in this type of situations : when people start confessing, jaws start to drop !!!! This is where real Catholics have a strength : they know how to confess hard or how to get people to confess hard. But the truth is - having myself gone through the motion- this method works : things get cleared up, one becomes luckier, etc. Certainly a kind of "Holy Spirit" does descend on a cleaner soul.