Yesterday, I accepted to coach an old friend I have been back in contacts with. I find it very interesting to be looking at his patterns. The mind i just so fascinating. Obviously his first homework is to list on two different notebooks all the bad, negative nasty things that have ever happened to him for as far as he can remember. And on the other notebook to list as far as he can remember all the bad, negative, nasty things that he has ever done to others as far as he can remember. He was very surprised that this was his first homework to do. You see, he wants to be a trader , and in his mind it means not dealing with his psychology/spirituality. LOL. The discussion I had with him actually made me realize the depth of truth contained in these very simple bouddhists requirements when doing their spiritual retreats: - refrain from killing any living beings - refrain from taking that is not offered - refrain from all sexual activity - refrain from false speech - refrain from drinks and drugs which befuddle the mind and reduce mindfulness - refrain from taking food at improper times ( after 12 noon) - refrain from dancing, singing, music shows; from the use of garlands, perfumes, cosmetics, adornments, and ornaments - refrain from using high and luxurious seats (or) beds.
Still on the emotional "dejunking" work. I am really glad to be working on myself. I have significantly reduced my position sizing schedule. This is quiet of a change, as in the past, I would have looked to maximize it within the trading account constaints. lol. It is just a shame my position size limit has been increased. Go figure!!!
I am really enjoying the peace, the calmess and the inner joy. I am simply working on the emotional "dejunking". Layers after layers of emotional "baggage" are removed like peeling an onion. <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/c_QmODSLoXU?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> I wonder if I could have managed to get all this things done much quicker, and I don't think so. The reason being that if 3 years ago, I had been asked to create two notebooks ( basis for emotional dejunking) : - one with all the crap I did to others - all the crap others did to me I would not have taken the exercise seriously, as I would have thought this has nothing to do with trading. Now as my psychological/spiritual "field" is cleaner, even reading trading stuff or watching the screen or doing my prep is much easier as my mind is much more focussed and tuned with whatever I do.
That me off from internet for 2 good weeks - I really want to get all these "onions" peeled , enjoy the place here, and get process this book as much as possible.
I don't know why I received this email specifically !!! <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/Fs3UG1fsMLs?feature=player_embedded" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> The guy is really cute and good luck to him or them, as I really don't see what the problem is. http://www.youtube.com/results?sear...2j3.25.0...0.0...1ac.1.11.youtube.fhgRvA8v22c I just picked the first video out there. No "hidden agenda" at all. Let's just repeat : I am past the whole "saga", as I have been explained that the THREE fucking years of stalking are now finished. I only know that - MAY BE - one "paki" , who apparently nobody could suspect, help send many people to jail to cover himself, with the help of some "females"... This is not my world, and I very unfortunately came across this because of some people I would never suspect of having anything to do with this type of world. I have learned a LOT indeed. And I very much THANK the very good samaritan who understood what was happening much earlier than I did, and who stepped in. I also thank the associations who are much more effective than some corrupt lawyers. So PEACE. Just take the video as simply how releasing emotional baggage is like peeling onions, and this can mean shedding some tears like peeling onions. Every right minded person is just now working hard on themselves and improving. Don't be left behing . PEACE.
I guess this one is a better looking one. <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/_4UGUQOHgfw?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
Due to the "dejunking" work I am doing just now - learning too much how one's behaviour/'choices"/"tastes"/"behaviours" is conditionned and programmed over many many years - I'll go for this technique <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/46lvut3UPk4?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
I might as well release all this junk with some good historical education about Politics. <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/aWEbtiH0jqY?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
politicians , only 50% work, but they all live very well. paid with your taxes. This politician ( name...) is nice : nobody knows what he is doing. but he is a small minister... ... what about this one ? he would be the only candidate in an election , and would not get elected. ... this one is great : he becomes President, enter the President Palace, and within 5 minutes says I am leaving! ...
... the employment minister : "number of unemployed has been reduced by one person : I just found a job!" ... a non-aligned country is a country that does not sell arms except if the customer pay cash!