It's quiet funny as I noticed that my writing has changed : it is actually very beautiful, regular and really different from before! I really like looking to my notebook. I guess I will check this out with a graphologue. .
In a way, I am very proud this pal went all the way in learning these spiritual things. He really showed great strength to be able to go through all these very difficult self-improvement practices. Very well done . All my respects and admiration.
I am really stunned that he managed to follow these principles : - refrain from killing any living beings - refrain from taking that is not offered - refrain from all sexual activity - refrain from false speech - refrain from drinks and drugs which befuddle the mind and reduce mindfulness - refrain from taking food at improper times ( after 12 noon) - refrain from dancing, singing, music shows; from the use of garlands, perfumes, cosmetics, adornments, and ornaments - refrain from using high and luxurious seats (or) beds. Very well done to have managed to do that. You'll understand why I am just going for the short option!
Just thinking of the diet there, I feel like it is time to stuff myself even more : chocolate cake, carrot sorbets, cassoulet. Starting with desserts !
I am really glad about the mental/psychological/spiritual exercises I have now been given by the coach. . That it is!!!! We have now put the finger on THE issue!!! YES YES and YES. The efforts, the honesty, the hard work were worth it. I am even more motivated to get this book fully processed. . I feel really lucky. .
I am really astonished that one's handwriting can just completely change like that. I simply could not not notice it. From very very irregular handwriting, to extremely beautiful, balanced, regular writing. This is quiet a surprise for me.
Starting back 'Plan the trader', so as to be ready for next month trading. Interestingly, I 'll be allowed to trade slightly bigger size. LOL. May be my mea culpa helped. Some people appreciate honesty The key is really to manage the brain chemicals. I really do not want my account shut down after few days of trading for over size trading. I am actually thinking of reducing the trade sizes till I can see which size does not create the euphoria. The book reading is going on. I guess I will need around 600 hours to go through the whole lot, as I am basically rebuilding the teacher-new traders conversations. So it is more a matter of months than few weeks. The psychology exercises are going great. I guess pinpointing THE core of the issues makes things easier to sort.
So basically, we have the trading strategy for next month trades. I have few weeks to clean up some emotional "junk" that the coach has identified. So next month trading is really about checking the ability to follow "plan the trader".
Quiet amaying to read various reports about what Bouddhist are able to do. Glad I can listen to Thay while doing my prep work for trading. <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/38H7AclposE?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>