Having finished laughing about "king crimson" sissy afraid to see clinical psychiatrists! Now, for my trading prep, I am to look to fear of success from the point of view of "obligations".
Obviously looking to lottery winners , there are always cases of "tons" of people showing up from nowhere to ask a "share of the money". In this case indeed why bother being successful if it means : 1) the other do not need to work their ass off for trading profits. Now we know that work in trading means also psy/spirituality work and sissies shy away from clinical psy! 2) while the others were having fun, partying, spending their money on whatever, you were training, preparing , testing, spending your money on trading related stuffs. Now the profits are there, the others want again the fun, patying on the money you made while they were having fun :eek: may be fear of success in this case, means someone does not want to be a "pigeon".
examples that can lead to fear of success - here extremes with lottery winners. <iframe width="640" height="360" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/Aom1eSyI6F4?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> money only unmask people. fear of success examples - drug addiction - lawsuits - murder - isolation - family haunting them - become overspender reasons : isolation family members haunt them guilt factor : who to help / not to help. Best if friends/family members can be tested before. have a lot of money, spend a lot of money, get used to spending a lot of money... winners : don't lose a sense of self and can separate their identities from their money.
another view <iframe width="640" height="360" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/ot-D-bxB5UY?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> - ill equipped to be managing a 200million$ business overnight - in 2 days, 10 000 pieces of undelivered mail asking for money. Many actually spent money to find where he lived so they could ask money - after he gave them money, family members never spoke to him. They did not feel they received enough... - people changed. Even friend saying blank to the person face, he did not like him because he won. The fear of success can lead to people saying, as in here "I am happy to lose, I do not care to lose".
<iframe width="640" height="360" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/CbgaOc3MXM0?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> difference between lottery winners and business/trading winners.
Nice phone discussion with the coach this morning. Funny he asked what could really improve significantly crimson mindset ? me "to get rid of his deep wrinkles. Easy to do" him "really?" me "yes" him "so here is Karma. He'll never have the chance of reducing his wrinkles as the person he pissed off big time is you." me "Karma is a bitch indeed. hahahahaha". Very interesting discussion. And I am glad that we both agreed. Never give good things to pigs. Obviously we discuss the prostituta case, and I was able to also understand that it is much better to leave Karma do the work, than seek revenge oneself. hahahaha, one case is just so obvious.
Now also working on the list of things I want to do for my host. I am really impressed to see that - because of me- she went through some severe forms of harassment as well. But she still kept her morals and ethics, as demonstrated by her behaviour. I have learned that it is OK to be very mean to pigs and "parasites". I have also learned that it would be a crime for me to be mean to good samaritans like her. Doing the contrary would be like asking for poverty down the line! lol! I certainly learned the lessons , luckily in a cheap way! lol! I will of course do my best to give her 3 things. So 3 objectives : 2 out of 3 reached would be a good score. . 1. cure her cancer. she is too young to die. I'd love her to add at least 30 more years. My good extremely old friend ( illiterate but knows so much about natural health and has always delivered for her friends) got me a full treatment for her : 14-A4-equivalent pages of stuff to do daily. My host nearly fainted when she saw the list. Now, the challenge is to find a way for her follow the program religiously . 3 months and she will be fine. But here the issue is "execution". 2. get her new business off and booming in a very fast way. There is effectively a big local market for it. But the key is "organisation" and "motivation" for sustained execution. 3. coach her so that she meets the "love of her life". No we are not talking "agencies" and all this type of shit. This will be my best present for her. I really have the intuition that her watching my poker business while I am away will create THE miracle! For her it will be a minister or retired minister like her dad, but noway a central banker like her ex! ! <iframe width="640" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/fDSoep_3pF0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> Trading is now very much a psychology/spirituality game for me. The MM plan : studying the risky part, so as to reduce the little bit that is risky. The problem : What percentage of p-r-o-f-i-t-s to risk when leveraging to the hilts?
Preparing quietly for the coming month trading. The coach recons that now the parasites who could not help faking, manipulating, lying about me are now ready to move on. As usual : face to face beats any manipulators. Thanks God for that: the truth always set people free! So obvious really !