The trading was good only when I traded with the 2 other people. It seems they were acting like sounding board and kind of checking on my behaviour. I think I'll move to trading with at least 2 people in the future: just keeping what works. The psychology work has been good: we have removed any feelings of rage/anger/hatred/revenge. This type of negativity I do not need for the trading, nor in my life. Just now enjoying good family time with my parents.
Thanks for sending in the guy to help with my trading targets plans. I now see how ignorant I was about what is good: I was stretching myself un-necessarily, thinking I neede higher returns and thus leading to higher risks. The exercise we made was a real eye-opener. And yep I feel that things can indeed be easier.
I have to say it is very agreable to be home and to spend time with one's parents. That is the advantage of having good parental relationships. In a way, no wonder mental health problems are often reflected evident when looking to the existence of bad adult-parents relationships. This for those who have made the decision to avoid sociopaths, psychopaths, narcissists, etc... Just went through few books on sociopaths - well it clarifies a LOT of the experiences. Basically it is all about "power and control". These mentally ill people dread : a loss of control/power and they fear EXPOSURE. Now I understand why some people wanted this thread removed!!!! Thanks ET ( contrary to other forums) were well aware not to let the moderators be used, even if they happen to fuck some of the pimps' whores.
Be nice to the kids : have a conversation early on about mum's mental illness. Of course do thank "Pimp and females" for your parental "encounters"
quiet interesting to find out about sociopath. Now, I am starting to understand why one sociopath confessed once that she can fake interest, loving someone till the person is hooked, but has never really loved a guy. It was interesting to learn she has never had the experience of making love to someone she deeply loved or even really cared about. She explained how she "look in love", she knows what to do, how to act, the facial mimicks but has never felt any of "these love feelings". Harsh life in a way : how long one can fake positive feelings toward someone? surely one day things have to come out, right?
I wonder if landing a sociopath is just one way Karma works. Few years ago, I would have found it difficult to accept that people can "attract" sociopaths, but now it makes sense : What deepest karmic retribution than to land a sociopath, or to give your own kids a sociopath parent ?
The subject of "sociopath" is actually fun. Apparently they hate when people talk about facts!!! lol Apparently they hate facts!!! lol Apparently she hate when people want to know about her relationships with her mum or dad!!! So she has to lie!!! MEGA LOL. Oh well, I guess that's part of life : having the really bad luck to have come across some sociopaths. One can not protect oneself if one does not know about sociopath, right? So that's done.
It never occured to me that many people had been victimized by sociopaths. I am glad that is helping, like for me, to learn forgive and forget. Obviously, mental calm is important for consistent profitable trading : so I'll develop a bit more on sociopaths, so as to allow to help victims move on. I guess seeing the consequences on children of sociopath allow to realise how lucky one is to not have such type of parents. However, please do inform your kids, so as to give them a chance of being able to get over a parent mental illness.
Obviously the consequences for these children, and other victims of sociopath is : PTSD = Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Which is normal as sociopath are specialist in abusin other people, while hiding.