I am also actually starting serious size trading, now via third party firm. As now, my perspectives have changed.
<iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/F1KY_pMBVXQ?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> Yesterday I actually watch an interesting movie: I for some reason here chose one film ... that get resolved via an exorcism!
<iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/8TgHldrvLrA?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> I do recommend to readers to try this film. First, I was astonished that I was absolutely not scarred ( not great for an horror movie if one is not afraid). However, I noticed that I was each time thinking of the "mental imbalance", and what events and sins created it. At a moment I was even wondering if the priest had been himself involved in something unholy in Iraq. Then it came clear that there must have been so much horrors taking place there, that obviously deep "mental imbalance" developed. <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/KiIxgiReLeU?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
Some people are assuming that exorcism is only for Christianty. Discussing here, in this muslim country, various religions actually have "exorcims" - including muslim people : <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/OVZ5GbfNCRQ?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> So really, the key is to get help : psys, www.dhamma.org or exorcism. Some people do understand human mind/psychology/spirit very well. One very good example as well for muslim practicants http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B20SzrbgKMQ&feature=player_detailpage&list=PLB0FDA766C80975AA ( can't embed the video for some reasons).
I am obviously learning that "mental imbalance" is a really something that can be sorted - psys, www.dhamma.org, exorcism. I never really understood the full role/job of priests, imams, rabbins, etc... and people of religion : through their training ( up to 10 years) that covers at least 2000 years of knowledge about the human mind, they really understand "mental imbalance" and its manifestations. I am going to analyse the 1000s+ videos on exorcism, because I feel I am really learning something.
The positive effects of this : 1) while before the desire for revenge was there, but I would not act because I had made the decision to follow the coaching, this desire for revenge has totally vanished and disappeared. 2) I feel the "females" and their "Daddy" are just sorry beings who have a huge burden to carry. May they find the path to an efficient exorcist, as obviously the psy and apparently www.dhamma.og did not work well for them. 3) I now really just want to put all of this behind me. And I actually now feel that I am not affected by other people's mental imbalances. I feel actually liberated. Trading wise : As I understand the weaknesses of the mind, I am now getting some "fool proof" stuff to protect my trading profits. I simply just want to do well. The fears of the negative side that success or shining can bring, does not bother me anymore. Starting now some serious size trading account as well, so this change of mind arrives just on time. Interesting coincidence. Actually very interesting, as I can not help thinking that I went to the cinema and just by chance chose a film that get sorted at the end via these exorcist methods. There again a very interesting coincidence.
Few observations here : 1) the lookalike in the ifrienster internet cafe has disappeared since 2 "italians"(?) guys have been showing up to play computer games ==> I wonder if "the problem" has actually not been sorted ???? ==> "Daddy" is still much active ? May be I should suggest to them to get a look of the video securities records, so that they can now find out who is really behind all this mess : may be if the person is forced to list all the crap he has done, people can start to unravel things and clean up the mess. 2) if you are going to travel to go and see someone : make sure you do see the person face2face with zero interferences. No lookalikes, no distractions. Simple question : IF it was your sister or your mother : would you get distracted? would you not see the person face 2 face to really find out from the person's what is going on / has been going on? So please, DO NOT come if you are bringing with you a phenomena that means hotel female staff - where she stays - suddenly all start to be "transformed" into hookers. This has often happened in the past and is an extremely disagreable experience, that means she has to keep moving hotel. 3) the "kuwaiti" messenger has been corrupted by one of the hookers recruited by one of the "females" and "Daddy". You should have warned him thoroughly as you have now exposed himself and all his contacts ( telephone and email list) to you know what. It is interesting that in 4 hours conversations, she knows more about the hookers than your messenger in 2 weeks of being trapped. Best advise you should give him : as he is muslim, he should head straight to the mosque and report every thing , every day he is doing/saying to the imam there and obviously, he is well advised to do 5 prayers/day as per his religion requirements.
Some are wondering why they are struggling ? SORT out the problem YOUR likes brought in 2010. That's why you are struggling and will keep struggling till all this shit is sorted. You did not think you could just bring this type of problem there, and then leave happily after, did you? THANKS for sorting out the problem YOU brought : time to take YOUR responsabilities.
whoever feel concerned, might take this seriously " If things continue like that, I might myself decide to make a trip in a country I never thought I'd go, just to say to whoever please "T-E-L-L" them all , so that the assholes who are still bothering me so as to hide their crap ( with "the females" included ) will have the chance to : 1) tell everything these assholes have orchestrated ( all the lookalikes : who when where how ) 2) face up to the collaterals created. I DO NOT need nor wish to have my environment polluted because these assholes need to keep hiding the crap they've done. They had at least ONE year to come clean and deal with any collaterals, etc. If they keep bothering me, all gloves are off. Time for them to face up : if they are too coward and scarred to tell the truth, but still keep bothering me, I will find out the person and get all out there. Four years that is enough!!! These assholes have no respect for other people's peace and tranquility. I am in Asia for Fuck sake. blah blah blah "
Thanks for sorting out this. Obviously I prefer that their "hired" people do not get beatten to the hospital, but at the end of the day, if they can only understand this way, I leave it to you. I guess the last idiot doing the hiring does not care much about the "hired" people being rossed. Anyway, it is a very agreable and strange experience to have some peace for full days. I mean no stalkers, no person trying "staged interviews" or all the other type of shit they feel ok to do. But obviously that they'll "appreciate" when the return of the baton arrives. Here : mental decluttering in full gear. 4 big themes to declutter. But now I understand the routine.