Now, I have to recognise that with this imagery of "demonic possession" I looked to the situations where I did not trade well. And man, their method works so as to find out "issues". What I got are : - fear of persecution : if I do well, others will be jealous and then persecute me - fear of shining - fear of being attacked - I associate trading well with danger I also understood that my response mode when confronted to fear is to run ( flight/fight/freeze) which is an evolution from my former automatic response of "freeze". Really good exercise.
Doing the exercise, the build up of the fear response - just before I cock up- manifests itself via : - increase in blood flow sensations in the legs and the arms - higher heartbeat My main emotional associations just before I start to cock up is "danger", that even before putting in a trade or even starting a trading session. Now I understand the benefits of the "exorcism videos" exercise.
Taking care of the basics here. I really can not thank again Malaysia for really making sure their visitors live in peace. And obviously THANK YOU again for "sorting out the problem".
Now that we have identified the core of the trading issue, I can not help noticing that "Know yourself" is really important. I guess in antiquity, one would have gone to Delphi to get some oracles done. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/VWEFdnJ40hc" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> Today, we have psys, www.dhamma.org, and exorcism in all its forms ( mobile phone should be turned off! ).
It looks like exorcism and trading is really hitting some nerves. well, apparently someone else, than a poster here who attended a "haiti-voodoo type" actually went through some other type of exorcisms in the past. Obviously, I can only laud such courageous efforts at getting help. . Now the key for you is to avoid stalking people ( including me obviously) - even if it is to let them know about what you are up to. Stalking might be a sign that your "demonic possession" is not fully cleared. I would suggest you take more exorcism sessions so as to clear up the last "evil spirits" left in you. Keep up the good work.
I am realizing that going through the exorcism videos is really a very good way to understand psychology/spirituality/mind. I am for some time just going to go through these exorcism videos: there is really a lot to learn in there. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/2KFPI-V435s" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
I am really surprised that some of the "possessed" need to be held by many strong men: apparently, they can develop extraordinary physical strength. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/ORosQrt7rKQ" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> "need another guy... come on come on... i need a couple of guys here".
There is definitively something - even if "scientific methods" are not yet developed to understand it. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/nV0O3w816vc" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> All these videos are really making me think. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/dccGrUBPyFQ" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
I guess compared to psys, exorcisms go straight into "generation curse". I am glad I went deep into these stuff long ago. It just shows that my aunt ( a roman catholic nun) knew things mere practicants are not taught. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/dccGrUBPyFQ" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
I am really amazed that this exorcism thing is really touching people's sensitivities. I guess that it allows people to really understand that some times the human mind can need serious help. AND help is available. Also, these exorcisms show that many times, the "mental imbalance" develops for in a certain way, not real fault of the person : the "generational curse" was there, and , the person mistake is - via "sins" - to open (him/her)self to the manifestations of the "generational curse . Now really, it is about the person digging deep into themselves, to find out where it comes from. The key is to get help.