To be honest, it never occured to me how Karma could play for them : by making sure that any help to get them to move on and sort they psy problems will be blocked. I am glad the coaches always made it clear to not look for any retaliation. . Effectively just seeing the germs of how Karma will play for them is very interesting. I don't know if I should feel sorry for them, or smile at what they have brought onto themselves. Anyway, let's remind ourselves of very admirable people, before starting the "contemplation" of the screen. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/96aAx0kxVSA" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
Nothing better than a full belly before starting a new session in front of the screen. Trading is a very unique activity.
I am obviously very pleased that one person who was struggling did the www.dhamma.org and just emailed saying how this is getting his life on a good path, and so many things in there that I regretted I was soundly sleeping when I received the email. WELL DONE and many claps.
Indeed just 10-days of total silence and no talking no communication just eyes closed and observing oneself. Nothing more than that to allow one to really look deep inside themselves and see what is really there. When I think the food and lodging is free as well ( voluntary donations), I am coming to think that it is people's good or bad luck that gets them to never hear about it, or not do it. As far as I am concerned, I am very glad I did it, I can't wait for my mum to do it and - as the bargain we agreed for my paying her travel expenses - all the "village" to do their vipassana. Save the world! lol.
As usual, starting with my daily reminder so that I stay on the right path. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/Nsd64zyTgAs" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
I am obviously very pleased that I can have "my life back", aka have the same sense of freedom, liberty and care free mentality as well as carelessness I had before all this harassment started. Four years is obviously a long time, and, I am very glad I stayed focussed no matter what on the trading and working on all necessary aspects. June trading : the losses are ridiculously small. My exercise being now to gain back these, not as quickly as possible, but in the most consistent way, keeping a record of the var. Gaining back the pure pleasure of trading well.
Being inspired by one ET trader, I am doing a vocabulary exercise : ==> here people have had the chance to be aware of just a small sample of the sewage in their head but more than enough to make my point. Here's the bottom line. They for whatever inbred reason decide to interject "spiritual pollution in my environment" with all the subtlety of Godzilla stomping through a big city. After so many years, they get called on it and then thet inartfully try and fail to deflect and now they're standing here with their pants around their ankles exposed for the classless and brainless asshole that they are. ==> Now I just need to wait for the opportunity to use this masterpiece of "litterature".
I have been looking and trying to use some new concepts/businesses regarding accomodation, hosting people.\ - such as coachsurfing, etc... Very good idea, but I can see the HUGE flaw : many of the lads using it are looking for "a lay". I did discuss with some people and they recon that their business model is failing as their business is now being used for activities they do not condonne. So that's some learning for me on how a good business concept can fail. Actually I wonder if the same business concepts restricted for instance to only vipassana meditators would work better and would have a better future.
Having looked to all type of business, I am really toying with going for a holistic health business. After all, I have quiet a few family members in the health sector. So palS : I am looking for whoever wants to get under my fingers.
Money side: I have made quiet some mistakes. June budgeting made some assumptions where past liabilities were "forgotten". Obviously the creditors do not forget. lol. Good for them, bad for me. So just now, looking to be back on track for June budgeting. I realize I really love spreading "abundance" when I have earned it via trading. May be that is what really motivates my trading efforts : I am quiet agreably surprised that as soon as I made some small losses, I switched to extremely tiny sizes. I really like this change. Being able to adjust position sizing is something I have still to learn.