Obviously, if any lucky draw winner chicken out, I know some who won't mind the risks to use the match tickets. Now Asia or Brasil <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/or0ZRj9ZpG4" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
I already avoided a set of police water cannons few weeks ago. And they talked only of bringing "running shoes". I am glad I missed a plane! No need to go and put myself in risky situations. Asia always.
There are actually live demo of water cannon capabilities! "Emergencies service show". <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/6Pyvewu-Ey0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
the book is very painful to read. I guess it forces me to see the benefits of extreme clarity and simplification.
better stick to my thread. Some motivation to keep going through this awful book. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/VNx29_zXw6U" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
Well well well, it seems that my thread has upsetted some people lately : don't know exactly when. Let's be clear : I could really upset everybody with no exception. Personally I can't see what people are upset about. I did not put "Le mur" here, nor any of his "friends" here. Let me remind everybody : there is an ignore button and it is meant to be used "abundantly". Now the psychological/spiritual progress : disaster. I quasi locked myself to a computer in a setting where I could just concentrate on The book and some little youtube to break the monotony. I read 1 page in 48 hours. . It is really not for lack of trying. But I really feel some deep psychological blockage on this book. I had no problem going over the other one ( full aesop in 1 day, the other psychology one in 2 weeks). So I have to really think why I am blocking : I definitively know how to read and write, I understand English. But seriously, The book is un-readable. I can only do maximum batches of 48hrs on this one, because I was literally feeling sick at the end of the session. Now, I am going to attempt a 24hrs session on it again. If I can read more than 1 page, that would be a very sad achievement. I don't know if anybody has find ways to outsource the reading of books and the transfer of book content/understanding to the reader. Because, I would certainly be a buyer.
48hours to read 1 page. 24 hours to read 100 pages ( with explaining notes, clear pictures, ...). Clearly, I understand that the psychology played a role. Reflecting on this reading-sessions, I really feel that I have simply taken trading profits for granted far too often. I can't see myself slacking off or being complacent again. I better not trade, than trade when complacent, under stress or not at my top psychologically/spiritually. It is far too easy to under-perform if the mental is blocking. The other thing is if it is not crystal clear, no way I'll put a trade on. I have experienced during 48hrs what non-clarity is all about : it confuses the mind. I am glad this week, is again The book reading. It looks more like a psychology test, not even "spirituality" one as the reading environment has been well chosen ( roughly zero upsetting environment, extremely quiet, ...). Basically it is just my psychology in front of a book! lol. I guess there must be some similar things when it is just my psychology in front of a trading screen.
I have to say that reflecting on the psychology really fired me up : I can see how well I can do . Obviously the work now is to deal with the bad side. But this exercise really highlighted aspects of my psychology I never really thought about.