Well, it seems that wherever I go, the last (?) of "drama-craving" people ( stalker) continue to follow. I don't know if it is an addiction or what. . But seriously www.dhamma.org does work : it is secular , all type of religious people do it and still keep their religion. Take your courage and just give it a go. If suspicious, send in some people to do it and look objectively to the feedback. Or who knows may be someone can take into themselves to show you the road to a 10 day www.dhamma.org session. Seriously, give it a go : you'll gain some real life understanding, and will find natural, healthy solution to whatever is upsetting you . Just now, as I am working really hard at sorting out my psychology/spirituality for trading, I really do not wish any "spiritual" pollution. So please, do yourself a favour and try a 10 days www.dhamma.org. As I said, I am not into revenge: I am far TOO BUSY working out why I can generate 4 fig in 3 hours BUT do not want the money. This is far far far more important to me than bothering with the crap you and your ilke have brought - the coaching will clean this out quickly. BUT PLEASE : GO AWAY , NO COMMUNICATION, NO INTERFERENCES IN MY LIFE. I could be vulgar and say "FUCK OFF". Please be courageous and do your www.dhamma.org and you will see yourself how misguided you have been, and you will find a better path, better way, better methods to sort out the real issues you've got. This issues have absolutely NOTHING to do with me. So please GO AWAY , NO COMMUNICATION, NO INTERFERENCES IN MY LIFE.
It is quiet interesting how coaches have a broad approach to things. Few years ago, I would have be shouting with rage and thoughts of violence and retributions. But, seriously, being reminded that what we are working on is well beyond wasting time on petty mind ( revenge, violence, greed ...) is just so true. As lately, one major psychological "problem" regarding money has been discovered, I am even more motivated to concentrate on the goal. Being a trader is really like going for an Olympic Gold Medal. I am glad I was well informed before what trading was all about! Otherwise I could have developped some traumas there due to the market .lol. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/96aAx0kxVSA" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
I used to be very reluctant to read this "awful" book, but, lately I have started to realise that I need to do each of the tasks. Having this dragging on is counter-productif. So time to pull in many hours to get it done asap.
It seems that some people do not get it : - "pink" shirt : FUCK OFF. Please DO NOT send any of your look-alikes at the first station I arrive after crossing a frontier. Your look-alike was extremely rude, with a very awful smell , and he realised his stupidity when I showed him my pack of 2000Singapore Dollar when he offered ( for what purpose) his 10MYR. Too bad for him, I had money! lol. Please clean up your shit out there. I guess you and your ilke must continue to check - WITHOUT my authorization - my bank account. Glad I have taken the habit of having enough cash just in case I have a problem. Whenever you have the gut to tell the truth to your former boss (?), then do it. It seems that your former(?) boss(?) still do not know your role in their people getting in "troubles" - aka "rounded up in huge quantity". But of course it was OK to try to pass the blame on me. Luckily they tried to find what the truth is instead of just "acting" before thinking. It is to you to do it. As far as I am concerned I have ZERO wish to have any hint of your existence. Thanks for removing your look-alikes from Berjaya Times Squarre Internet Cafe, as well as the one in Drancy Library. The 2 or 3 other places, I really do not give a sh*t as I am very unlikely to put my feets there again. - "i am sorry" : "female" : your apoligies ARE NOT accepted. When are you going to explain to M.... P.... what you did as apparently with the trauma you created via your deception and manipulations to him, he is now making absolutely disastrous life choices for himself. Feel free to list ALL the sh*t you created: feel free to contact the malaya.dhamma.org and explain to them how to manipulated the slandering with the 3 sets look alikes you sent in there TWO times. I am actually looking forward for them getting the whole truth and "helping" Karen, the Western teacher, learns the need of staying "clean" and sticking to the truth, specially in foreign countries. Feel free to tell the truth to EVERY person you damaged in the "hope" of creating troubles for myself. - I STILL want my USB back. The one containing schedules as well as "ignorance is not bliss". As you have demonstrated the ability to go through my documents - WITHOUT my authorization - just drop it in an envelope clearly labelled USB stolen at the time. Thanks in advance. - I also want the documents you have taken from my traveller accomodation on "HongKong Street" this week - WITHOUT my authorization. The WHOLE sets of documents. Please put it in an envelope clearly labelled "documents stolen at your backpackers accomodation". Thanks in advance. Seriously : the pimp and his 3 females, let me repeat again : . I have said it very clearly, I am not interested in revenge nor retaliation - IF ( and IF in big letter) there is any "contract" on your heads, this has NOTHING to do with me. In your folly, it seems you also damaged quiet a few "collaterals". May be you should be reminded : <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/Nsd64zyTgAs" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> Karma actually does work. Just in passing, I have been informed that one "female" had a still-born in early pregnancy. I assume that was the one who was sending look-alikes to taunt (?) me about opening "baby shops", how "happy she was", "kids"... ( when in my family we have so many youngsters I can't count all of them! lol). First, I did NOT ask this to be communicated to me, nor any of the other information as I am too busy with my trading. Second, may be she can be sent back this video and be reminded that Karma strikes in ways we humans, with limited knowledge, have no idea about. I actually did give a little prayer to the still born, in it I did mention " as per their demonstrated and past behavior, may be it was the best thing for you, as you have no idea of the bad Karma they have accumulated and what type of parents they could have turned out to be". Again : please do not send me information about other people's lives. Thanks. As far as I am concerned, please NO COMMUNICATION, via look-alikes or via reproducing styles. This is the SECOND time I moved place when I had scheduled to stay one full month in the first place. This creates STRESS for MY trading. PLEASE STOP. *** The "Pals" : we need to seat down ALL of us and go through who?what?when?where?how? It seems that many are still struggling psychologically/spiritually with the traumas generated. The most efficient way is for everybody to get the full truth - including which look-alike was used when and how. who the look-alike was posing for. How each pal got informed and how each pal travelling and movement details were known by the "pimp and his females".
The Pal who are still using the "pimp and his females" in his "communication with me" : my personal opinion is you are a fool. But that is just me. And again : the "pimp and 3 females". NO COMMUNICATION ( direct, look-alikes, via staff, via family, ZERO COMMUNICATION). For any person who want to go the "financial compensation" route, please contact the lawyer you know I used, and get all under the dental case. I do not wish to have any communication regarding that except through the lawyer.
A wea bit of happiness : HAPPY BIRTHDAY Just realized you have survived. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/jOxjJZCOWJk" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
For the "pimp and females" still working hard to prevent at all cost any face2face meeting without any lookalikes, intermediaires, interferences, "influences" : just understand that the FULL truth will come out. It is just a question of time. The sooner the FULL and COMPLETE truth comes out, the less serious long term consequences for everybody. No matter how bad it will (?) be - understandable - now when the full and complete truth comes out, it will be much much much less horrible than if Karma is left to get the full and complete truth out. Just know ALL will come out.
So to clear up the "saga". Let me repeat again : I am absolutely not into revenge. Whoever feels like "settling scores" : nothing to do with me. When ? no idea. And I am actually not interested, as I made sure, that I stayed on a good path. Thank you for getting me to watch the Karma video everyday. Whoever is idiot enough to believe that their "millions" give them full impunity to do crap around ( to seemingly "weaker" people) , unfortunately - even some ( "wealthiest monaco family" )are may be learning it the hard way, as very recently. Even Politicians and Judges here are very much aware about the risks associated to "impunity". Karma always comes in its own time. It looks like even central bankers, and bank directors and traders might be getting some hint from the various 2014 "suicides". <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/McCNCnTBNpk" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> My modest point of view is it is in everybody's interest for all the TRUTH and COMPLETE one to come out: the sooner the better. That all parties - including "collaterals" be well informed totally and completely. However, as I said, I made sure I kept myself "clean". Looks like I learned something from this saga . Have a broad understanding. And even a "weak" person can have the sympathy of a far more powerful person than one could imagine. On this, I am back to trading mindset. I just regret that I did not stop trading when stuff started at my traveller's place. This costed me 4000$ losses, and a LOT of psychological work to do. Out of limit losing days are a very hard thing to my psychology.
As I have next 3 weeks to "work on my trading", the focus will be on reading and understanding as much as possible The book. It would be a miracle to get the whole book done. And of course, continuing to remove all the psychological/spiritual junk accumulated. I am very happy about the 2 tasks. Let's get started.
Just off from a thunderstone. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/nqlG7Ozss40" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> Being sheltered under a simple wooden structure really got me to think. South East Asians ( that explicitely excludes indis and pakis) were extremely helpful. They did not need to, but were. I could not help thinking that during this ordeal, I had the chance to be shown the real heart of people : - South East Asian : wonderfully compassionates. - Africans : wonderfully compassionates. - East Europeans : extremely compassionates. I could not help thinking that none of them dared to hurt me in anyway - inspite of all the slandering, they were extremely slow to participate in any "directed conversations" or do harm, or would very clearly say they had to do it to save my own life before doing anything! But the pakis, indis, "racist white trash mindset and assimilated" went into slandering really joyfully. Like hysterics on a manhunt. So yep, my experience colors a bit my views regarding pakis, indis racist white trash&assimilated. Sorry about that : time to give credit to those whom credit is due. And yes, sorry do not bring around me any pakis, indis, "racist white trash mindset and assimilated" . I will tolerate their presence, but do not ask me more than that. Thanks.