I have to say, I am R-E-A-L-L-Y glad I came across this really great "good samaritan". It is just now I am fully realizing what he has done for me : I am amazed that he referred me to some first class specialists - I guess the FBI only hires first class clinical psy, and I understand what it means to have had the chance to be helped by first class specialists. I simply can not believe, going over through my "spiritualityI" and "spiritualityII" videos, on how far I have come - inspite of the really horrendous thing. Yes, no wonder I too want to give back. Who knows may be I will be doing some "distributing abundance" but in a very non-corrupt way, and with very good and pure intentions. I really want to say again "THANK YOU". <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/vwsKWiXlA78?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> I really feel blessed.
It's quiet funny really, I can not think that one could have paid for all this support, and it came to me. It was not a job for him, as he did it because he felt it was the right thing to do, and it came to me. May be there is some truth that "God works in mysterious ways". It really took a full team effort of advisors to really turn my "psychology/spirituality" into one that my good samaritan can be proud of. Funny how it was needed for my trading as well. <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/d2V4AGaxLf4?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> Again THANK YOU.
I guess the effects of the "psychology/spirituality" work is being beneficial also in non-trading life. Quiet a lot of dilemma to go through : it is quiet amazing for me to realize actually how much power I actually have. And I guess in trading, this fear of doing well also contained this aspect. I am really glad, and I realise how lucky I have been to have a great mother in a certain way and great aunts as well. Not "sparing the rod" was may be necessary for certain type of upbringing. When I remember hating the weekly parents signatures, as on the head of the page was always written "spare the rod, spoil the child". I have actually spending a LOT of time weighting things. I can actually send people to jail, just one signature and some people lives will change forever for the worst. Or I can decide to jeopardize potential victims future. Now we have all the info regarding the last few years "tribulations", just one signature and some people lives will change forever for the worst, having all their actions with their names/ways to identify them attached to it. Or for some sent to some really "serious" organizations who "don't joke". Or I can wait till it is no longer for me to make the decision - aka they just go ahead as my authorization is not needed. I can actually follow plan the trader this month to the letter, and from next week even, decide if I want to keep the profits or if I want to destroy them., and not automatically as an autopilot go to destroy the profits in a systematic and efficient manner. So I have passed as the coach said from a situation of "weakness" to one of real power, and now I understand why he chooses who he coaches extremely carefully, and why he first looks at the core moral values of the person. Time to enjoy the last week here, before hitting the road again as a "travelling trader". <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/WhfxBvZCqSo?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> Walking around the streets here, I simply can not help thinking how lucky we are to have enlightened people who had the vision to see that a castle was best used for the benefits of all, why cronysm is not something we want in our nation. I now understand why we are the example, and why - I now understand- we need to protect the "rebellous", the whistleblowers amongst us. Thanks for explaining!
It is a very strange situation to make these type of serious decisions. In a way, it felt strange to just give a look to a 'senior' in my family and having the person to say "you are the one who now makes the decisions". lol.
What I have learned is : "there is always someone more powerful than you are". Most often it is the one one thinks is the weakest at first sight, as they can access this person more powerful than you, at a time one would not expect. So always "act in a decent way" <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/kltGRRzKOVw?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
I guess I'll spend the week-end watching this video over and over again, so as to help me make the best decisions. <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/Nsd64zyTgAs?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
It looks like till I move completely to the "holy land", some violent asshole who has still not worked on himself will continue : - doing "leading interviews" and trying by any means to degrade my reputation. For the record : the two family orphan by their mother who misbehaved in a disgraceful way 3 decades ago, have apologized for their dispictable actions. They have amply paid their errors. We are working on getthing this FOUNDATION off the ground so as to correct these and turn that into a benefit for many - including the victims. Please ask you asshole to take back his violent "look-alike" and "sosies" of the 3 males who grew up ORPHANS. For the record : no family member takes drugs! Thanks. Yes some do take alcohol. For the record : I do not have blood on my trousers. So please tell the last asshole you brought in to go and fuck off back to whichever f**ckistan he comes from. For the record : I have a totally private bathroom for myself with my own key and nobody else than me has ever had access to it! Yes tough luck : no way to bugg this room! MOVE For the record : I do not like being threatened physically - and absolutely not by being threatened of "being killed via a knife through my belly" (sic). That's not things we say in this country : so take your parasites and lookalike so as they can go and fuck off. So your new campain of a "crazy family" : go and stick it into your own backside. Just know I am getting all the Police and "organizations that don't laugh" on your case. MY PATIENCE HAS LIMITS. Make sure you BACK OFF from ALL my parents' properties, not just in this country, but in ALL the countries you are trying your scam. Your scams to transfer ownership are understood. Please deal with your violent asshole. I can not guarranty that when I unleash what I can unleash, you won't ALL regrets not dealing with the asshole. YOU are the one who brought him into MY office and since the lunatics can't seem to let go. DO everything you can for him to get some SERIOUS mental help. ENOUGH is ENOUGH!!!! Sorry no "crazy family" here. MOVE and TAKE THE VIOLENT LUNATICS AWAY.
*** Thank you for explaining how you came across this individual and why/how he got into the office. I understand you had no idea of what this parasite was all about at the time : I understand he fooled you too. All of his issues of ego, of pettiness, of cravings for power and control could be sorted if he took the courage to do a mere 10 days of www.dhamma.org. He could then become a happy person, lead a very happy life and let the others in peace - me included obviously. So you know what you need to do. .This is a monumental task obviously. Now, I know how hard this is : after getting a good view of things as they are here, I have myself a full list of names I need to cajole, drag and threaten into doing their 10days of "pacification". *** Well done for having done your www.dhamma.org : I am very proud you managed to get through it. Obviously you now realise how wasteful and stupid all this saga was about. And I am obviously looking forward to your wish. *** Thanks for the advice regarding the foundation - effectively it is 4 months to get all set properly. Please prepare your check book for generous "donations". . First project is to salvage the "unfamous flat" so as to turn it into a shelter for vulnerable individuals. Your contribution will of course be greatly appreciated. Sure, you will have the privilege of being the first person sollicited! I won't deprive you of this pleasure! lol! *** Of course, a wee thank you too to our Italian "new found friends". Yes,there are only idiots who do not change : so thanks again to them for their good deeds.
<iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/E5FM4_vc05A" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> Trading : thanks for the advice on how to make the most of what I do well - professional gambling! lol
The key for me is to improve the quality of each campain of "professional gambling". It is really strange to accept that yes I make my money via professional gambling. Obviously, the amount of complaints from family about my not having a "stable job" is interesting: they feel my education has been wasted! lol! Then we start talking money , and then the tune changes : "is it hard to learn?". And then I am the one starting to explain about the importance of real things ( joy, happiness, peace, harmony ) , and not selling one's soul for money. I really can't wait to start upping the sizes significantly to be honest. But I understand that I need to first improve the quality of each campain. Trading is about improving non stop. I enjoy as much the preparation, as well as the execution of a campain. Obviously, my "money" junk psychology is sorted : I have no desire of destroying profits anymore. . I am glad we dejunked all the psychological crap accumulated because of the bad experiences. I am obviously booking myself for another www.dhamma.org session for this summer, as I have a full list of memories I want to find out more about . <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/trTRlbY7wkc?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> Time to start packing for a short trip.