The "mentally imbalanced violent piece of shit" : thanks for the warnings. True, to be honest, I really do not care. Thank you for reminding me to do what needs to be done. Yes, he is a traitor, but that is none of my business. I feel total indifference toward this mentally unbalanced sorry human specimen. I simply can't be bothered with crappy specimens.
to you--> I love if that you are back into sharing good friendship. to you --> I really smiled at what you are up to. to you --> Thank you for the invitation. Count me in. to you --> Yes I am arranging all. Just be careful too. to you --> Thank you for your 'may be the "suffering" made you more beautiful' lol!!!! I honestly would have never wanted any of this stalking experience. to you --> Yes you too are important to me. To all the one who I really care about : thank you
Yes I have been clearing up the consequences of stalking : mum vipassana www.dhamma.org trip delayed till summer, and I have to do 4 to 5 vipassana sessions so as to get the lying 'teacher' comment re-evaluated. I am not really interested in going the defamation route, as I will definitively move more into bouddhism down the line. Yes, I am really glad that we will make a film about all of this : yes I am writing all the techniques used. Now, with insight, I realise even more how great we are to never go down these lowly methods. Too much self-respect.
The trading : I worked on determining the issue - being overwhelmed. I never really thought that was the core issue. Yes, I am modifying plan the trader.
I have to recognise that my loving feelings are much deeper and calmer. I guess that's the miracle of true and deep love. I never guessed I would have needed such an experience to gain real clarity. I simply could not help smiling with happiness when receiving your communication.
Yes we are busy here : <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/6LIKrQ9opJ4?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> I personally expect the 'nationalistic' party to prevail. In a way, with my own negative experiences of types like 'worthless piece of shit', I too definitively understand the idea that 'these people bring with them alien values that have no respect of human rights, or any decency'. They would have added 'worse than animals' and I'd have joined their party, but they did not. So I did not. But I am joining 3anti-corruption organisations ( Police, Politics, and Media), specialising in the "lying tongues". I think I will do a great job there. I guess I am definitively going to join the lawyer profession. I guess the finance background will help in protecting our country from the corruption that some people pollute us with. This will balance my trading time with more concrete productive activities.
rumours & gossips: I think we can all agree that it is easy to 'cut' and 'paste' a live conversation to make it mean anything. This is called "leading questionning". The girl you refer to is my niece !!! I think we can all agree that any face2face organised with a lookalike is never 'innocent'. I repeat again : I always proved my trading first. So anybody else was a look-alike!!!! Same clothes , but lookalike. Yes we all got the negative consequences and all of us had to cope as they could. I understand this fully, and this has developed in myself very deep feelings as I did a lot of psychological/spiritual work. Those with an emptiness : what happened is you got bombarded with consistent pain due to being mislead, being played with, being disappointed, etc. This constant addition of emotional crap, built and you burried your feelings and your true nature. Just a lot of psychological/spiritual "dejunking" will restore your true emotions. www.dhamma.org is a very good tool to start to help remove the layers of hurt. Let us thank the sites like ET and the other 4 other websites that allowed us to keep informed about what was going on. Now we just have to rebuild on strong foundations this time. Second time luck exist. Just allow yourself to take a mental break. And obviously, I think we all agree that it is best to avoid like the plague mentally imbalanced females.
Understanding the spirituality aspects for trading : <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/C1WARF3V5wU" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
For you who is despairing about the financial situation. Let me just tell you about my very limited experience : you can get lucky a second time, you can liv may be again the life you want a second time. No, it does not take a long time ( may be 3 years max). You have the resources in yourself, BUT, as in all objectivity all these past negative experiences messed your mind , you have less : clarity, courage, motivation, enthusiasm, creativity, foresight, Basically the negative experiences have put some barriers to success into you. Your only 'job' just now is to "dejunk" yourself, remove your internal barriers, and you will be astonished how easy you will get back to where you were and beyond.
Again thanks a lot for the videos. I actually can not help focussing on how better you are becoming compared to when you were really down. From weeping willows to assessing situation with more clarity From beeing 'headless' to understanding social issues ( nobody is indeed above the law) This case of 'fair gaming' sect style thing has 20 years under the law. Ah forgiveness and justice : interesting legal theme. From not understanding the situation to understanding From one time being frightened to boldly trading courageously. Looking forward to meetings.