It' funny that enjoying trading led to this problem way of thinking : "I really like trading, but the real problem is the money. In trading I use money. Money is the score. Then if one does fine it attracts immediately problems, so it is better to destroy the profits as quickly as possible. "
This trading definitively exposes one's flaws. I really have to clear out these "issues with money." Having money can lead to these problems ? - makes things too easy. - target for unwanted 'interferences' - breeds complacency
I have to say I am very pleased with what we are doing here. So the next few weeks, working on the psychology to remove hopefullty the rest of the toxic things lingering in the subconscious. It is quiet amazing how much stuff are in the iceberg. I guess it is thanks to trading I am really learning about how to develop high standards for myself, and learning to dejunk. Each thing on its time. About the "disrespect" : I guess, but I am not sure, those who seek revenge or are spiteful of others usually have problems themselves. But, I am unfortunately quiet busy, so I really can not waste any spare energy on someone's else issues. This is their own work to do, not mine. <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/LEZ-xCKFQfQ" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
Well done for having managed to stay 10 days at the www.dhamma.org. I am too getting some people there.
lol! Obviously someone is very desperate to spread lies. Sorry, that is not what I do. I have VERY high standards for myself. No junk behavior from myself. No crappy people either. No polluting myself with crappy people. I am really glad I said F**k to crappy people at the time. I am obviously will always say F**k to crappy people. Manipulations, lies, ... : YAWN. Move on. Just working on having VERY high standards. Nothing personal, just a question of values. So move on. Thanks.
I am very glad I spent and I am spending a LOT of time helping my mum. This coming weeks is all about finishing the dejunking. And again : F**k to crappy people Funny that crappy people only can survive with lies.lol. Not my values, so a HUGE 'NO THANKS'.
Yep, it is the deepest hurt for a pimp to receive a HUGE F**k off , and a HUGE and consistent 'NO THANKS' from a gal he deep down actually likes!!! Also, the shelves life of a hooker is not that long, so he needs a constant flow of non-hookers. All the "tactics" that you have seen are always based on lies. This is just a reflection of what this pimp is : a worthless piece of shit as he can't even understand that some gals have VALUES, STANDARDS, and are not interested in degrading themselves. You have done well not falling into any of this worthless piece of shit traps. You just have to learn to zap this worthless piece of shit. Keep focussing on YOUR goals and what you want.
Before lies start to spread again like wildfires: THANK YOU for first having found the facts,facts,facts about me , and not first believing lies and acting on beliefs founded on lies. THANK YOU for first finding out facts, facts, facts and not first believing setups and situations created with lookalikes and sosies. I am very grateful I can return at least 10% within an hour when trading if necessary to prove myself. <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/X0y_h__3O6M?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> I guess I'll need a dog for myself and all my family and friends!lol
Okay, so things are getting clearer : <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/wO3vrf8j9JU" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> Obviously someone is explaining clearely he has very deep mental imbalance ( if he has effectively done some prison time it is understandable). My questions are : - why is he not getting serious mental health professionals help? - why is he left to bother people and perturbe people's lives? - why nobody is helping him , explaining to him it is time to get professional help. Funny that these lads here look more courageous : they had enough courage to get serious help. www.dhamma.org Some videos reminders <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/WkxSyv5R1sg" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> and <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/2PCXeHNL3s8" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> this will clarify this : <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/Nsd64zyTgAs" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
Gosh, I would have never guessed that one day I would have to deal with an "industry"(?) that : - OR attract people with deep mental imbalance - OR create deep mental imbalances in people - AND for sure only destroys people's psychology/spirituality/health Alex : please leave him alone. He does not need any negativity, nobody does actually. Feel free to allow him access to anything he needs. Also, always check facts, and do notgo spreading lies :.Thanks. The coming 8 days, I am working very intensively on psychology/spirituality regarding my money "issues", before my www.dhamma.org third session. Sorry I won't be updating here. Effectively, this very negative fear-based atmosphere/mindset created by very dangerous individual is very understandable. Let just do our best to keep safe mentally, psychologically, spiritually and physically. Please just keep improving yourself. Well done for the person who has recently done www.dhamma.org, I am very glad you managed to get through the whole training, and that you now have become a builder of peace, harmony and tranquility.