Still scalping away. Last instrument and I am off for some rest. A bit on "journalist" <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/wBjj9e7T-c8" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
I have to say today has been a very hard trading session. I was hoping to be finished at least 10hrs ago. For some reasons, there were like a standstill. A bit like it knows where it wants to go, but not sure just when. As I had my target to reach, I went into scalping. Much much harder trading, but a good exercise in screentime. Now, obviously, as I am off for some rest, I am sure the big moves will show up. The psychology : I am still working on the psychology of money, and we are rebuilding the sense of safety via revisiting relationships with parents. I definitively think this trip with one parent to Asia, with a www.vipassana.com stint will create additional miracles. With such an opportunity to get this parent to travel a bit, I am considering dropping as a surprise some additional destinations : proper travelling broadens the mind. And again : THANK YOU.
I mistaken ; not www.vipassana.com but www.dhamma.org So this will be my 3rd full-time meditation retreat. This will allow me to reflect on the theme I am working on : the psychology related to money, feelings of safety and issues of privacy. Hopefully, some deep forgotten memories about these will surface to my conscious mind, in a very clear way, so that I can put all this behind. The benefits of meditation for trading are just so obvious : - extreme focus - extreme clarity when watching the screen during trading - constant self monitoring. <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/wtrErgzabBE?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
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It is really amazing that in just 10 days of www.dhamma.org , one can go deep into one's own subconscious, and sort out one's problems. This is really just amazing. I am really glad to have been informed about this. I wish I had done it ages ago. lol. Never mind.
The work on the psychology of money has changed my reaction to trading profits. There is indeed good ways to use it and may be I am just a channel to take the money from the river and bring it to people who can not do that, but do other beneficial things like irrigating a garden. Time now to revamp all my own IT, and look for computer shops with better security, or at least who have a good IT security system. I guess gaming shops are the one used to hacking and have stuff in place to prevent it.
Looks like someone has just done the www.dhamma.org and is amazed by the benefits . The more of us that improve, the better.
Basically when trading with "psychologicalspiritual " problems, very soon one has like two people talking into one's ears. The www.dhamma.org allowed me too to see where the negative/toxic one came from, thus to make more informed choices. I guess this is also what you are experiencing in your trading. Asians indeed have very interesting knowledge.
<iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/9oaXJi4KOEs" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> It really feels great to take profits and really enjoy using it well. I think I can really agreably surprise some people who messed up their lives by the crap they did, by offering them to open a "partying club". One additional business to get involved with. I can this group being succesfull as they can definitively party 7/7 with no rest, and love the night life. They might as well make money going with their own nature. Funny how good trading allows to impact people's lives positively. What I really like the most with this approach of helping people into their passion, is I do not need to keep any money and put my safety and well being at risk. Really a win solution.
So we've found a solution to how to get rid of the money without this sabotaging my trading : getting rid of it after profits are taken. It is always all about timing. I am glad I can : - just trade with peace of mind - spend some interesting time in front of a meal discussing with people ( good for the social life) and discovering their passion. It is just so amazing how they lighten up and basically can talk about what they love most till early in the morning. They become so creative and see what only a pair of passionate eyes can see. - really choose and enjoy the lifestyle I want. All of this because I had the courage at the time to say 'F**k' to crappy people.