I am really stunned to discover that actually within law enforcement, catching an unethical journalist is a big prize ... and charges can be brought many many many years later. <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/yI1e5k0yZeo?feature=player_embedded" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> Interesting from 2:24 and "live" interview manipulation @ 4:11 I guess I'll read trading news more carefully. I did not even know that unethical journalists had to be reported to the Police as well as to the media watchdog. How ignorant I was.
what's for sure, it is good to see a home country. Helps bring positivity in the mindset. Now how will all this positivity translate trading wise? Sure, I am glad to have done all this psy and spirituality work - useful when dealing with out of the 'ordinary troubles'. lol. But how is this going to translate in terms of trading returns? <iframe width="640" height="390" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/V6aCmCCRdvQ" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
In terms of trading returns : yes the positive mindset brings miracles. Now I am noticing this leads to extreme feelings on invincibility , well beyond any feelings of overconfidence I ever had before. So after 20 winners, I had to up the size, and the trading profits is history. To be honest I am really starting to feel sick and tired of this : I worked hard on instilling humility and modesty to tame the overconfidence. But now feelings of invincibility !!!! what else do I have to deal with ???? The good thing is I know I can reproduce the winning streak length. The bad is the feeling of invincibility.
The major mistake, I think, is I do not have a profits withdrawal plan, so I leave the profits under risk. I guess that's all I can see where changes need to be done. As I am now in a peculiar city, at a peculiar time, obviously time off till next week.
Had I known ET forum would be so useful... On this beautiful day, someone still has issues.:eek: What for sure , I came across some really mentally deranged people. Please, do the world a favor : get somepeople into www.dhamma.org Quiet amazing my mum apparently met one of you - yes she looks much older than me! And this is great. And yes, well spotted : she can' trade !lol! Very good of you to check this out. However, I'd rather, she be left alons - aka no involving her in any "stories". Thank you for respecting family members. Hopefully, someone will know the score - please don't dump too hard. I am really glad I focussed on the essential. Part1 of videos prepared for someone's attention! lol : <a href="http://www.freeimagehosting.net/1heuh"><img src="http://www.freeimagehosting.net/t/1heuh.jpg"></a> <a href="http://www.freeimagehosting.net/rxw1e"><img src="http://www.freeimagehosting.net/t/rxw1e.jpg"></a> Enjoy the videos screenshots!
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Obviously someone is not happy living their own live. As I said : go and live your life. I have for obvious reasons , no desire to communicate with anybody who has very DEEP mental issues, and who does nothing to help themselves. On this, time to really enjoy my time in this peculiar city, at this peculiar day of the year. Please go and live your life ... and move on.... do not communicate with me. I obviously feel very sorry for you: move on. .....
I can only say it is very agreable to be back home, to have an agreable time with family and former friends, colleagues, etc... The hard part is going to take the plane back to the 'wonderful' country as this will be my base for the year. Obviously, I can always move if I feel like it. With all the social events coming , I'll obviously do many return flights. Trading wise : it was really a huge flaw of mine to not close down the computer after my target of 20 winners in a row was reached. I should have then taken a couple of days off, unwind, read some trading books, etc... and then prepare myself for a new trading campain. Instead, now I understand I conscioulsy went my way to destroy the profits. I could have stopped when my goal was reached, as it was a performance goal ( size of winning streak), but when I saw I had reached the goal, then I saw the profits, I changed and really in all honesty went for 'getting rid of the money'. I am realising that discussing with a very good friend out of the industry really added some insights. - "What???? how on earth can you make this money and be so casual about it?" good question - "You mean it did not even cross your mind to take the profits out? " good observation - "You know it is a luxury to be able to travel as you do. It is a luxury to work , if I can call what you do work, as you do,... and you have the guts of saying you would not bother getting out of your bed if you aimed for a minimum multiple of yyy amount!!!!" I really do not think my issue is greed. What I found disturbing is the amount they suggested I should stop at, shocked me as I would not even bother getting out of bed to prepare for a trading campain if it was not to reach a multiple of that. I really feel trading or may be coming across a 'certain' world over the last 3 years, really cocked-up the way I see money. I have really zero respect for money, I think because I have seen people willing to degrade themselves for money: - chasing and professing 'love' when what they were after were money - behaving in an abject and disgraceful way, because some notes were put in front of their nose as a carrot - others becoming subservient because of some wads of cash - others going their way to stalk, not respect people's rights to privacy because of wanting to find secrets of trading 'riches'. - some disgusting and repulsive people believing that they'd get respect because of money. One of the biggest child pornographer provider actually is worth a good amount : how can anybody respect that ? I feel that I have no real reason to not destroy profits once I have proved myself that a trading campain worked. It is occuring to me that I can pull money out of the market, but really I do not want the money. Yep, very strange. But If I want to reach my trading goal, I need to be really honest and see the real reason. I also see money as a smokescreen to hide/mask what people really want, or really are. I do not see people who have money bad, I see that having money only brings troubles. It is best to have just enough, so as to have peace. Most criminally minded individuals are into what they do for ... money. Money really perverts good things in this world, and brings really a lot of nastiness. I think for the next trading session , I might try this experiment : trade, take out the money, and seriously use a good portion to replace toilet papers in mac donalds, and public toilets. I seriously think then yes, I will be willing to take the profits out. Now that's the coach to see how to sort this out. <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/iWRtAE7bfgM?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> OR <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/HJ5CAIhIKEA?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
Thanks for the gift(s). . Yes it is very unfortunate that some individuals have so much negativity in them that they go and work hard to perturbe people's relationships, and try to manipulate people's into relationships that in normal circumstances they would not jump in. Yes the negative person is working very hard to turn as many of the "male pals" into homosexuals ( I have nothing against people free choices as far as under the belt is concerned, but here one person is going his way to direct as many people's choices in this department). Strangely, this person did in the past try to turn one pal into a pedophile as well , and was gloating in advance of this happening. So please , just take care of yourself: do your best to keep yourself into the highest standards , inspite of the harshness of the actual manipulated situations. I really do not understand why this individual is so bent on getting people into the path of psychological/spiritual degradation leading down the road to total destruction really. May be to be able to gloat about the degradation of these individuals as in the past., so as to make themselves feel better than they really are. Anyway, this is their own psychological flaws. Just confirming the intuition the individual is really a huge no-no. Just for us: be the best you can be . Remember that all of these are just tests and lessons so that overcoming these will allow each one of us to become a much better person in all aspects ( mentally, psychologically, physically, in terms of parents and sibling relationships, in term of private relationships, .... ). So just keep forging forward .
Daily trading : just now going over the trading book I still have to finish. Very interesting to try to understand his way of trading. I am waiting for my program of work regarding the findings coming from the self-honesty regarding my actions of simply 'getting rid of the money'. I am glad that I understand that this results also from the last 3 years unwilling encounter with the "criminal world". I still have to fully "dejunk" the effects of the 'encountering' a certain type of ciminal minds. lol. No wonder that new studies are finding wherever criminals operate, Entrepreneurship rate plunge , less jobs are created, economic growth is destroyed, and poverty increases. Might be interesting to find out which currencies to short down the line.