Oh man, I can't help laughing. So she basically went on a full wrongs doing spree - for more than 3 years! - on the only person who can help her!!! LOL. As people say, "never judge people on appearances". LOL And "one never knows who will know how to help you". LOL <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/GKLKCvx7cTE?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe>
I simply can not help laughing. <iframe width="640" height="360" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/_U7PEIoOKmU?feature=player_detailpage" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> One comment there says it all: Falls ...: idiot .. saw off the branch ... is sitting on. This is so stupid you would think it´s staged. But if you stage such a stupid thing you are really stupid, right? I never thought I'd see in real life what this means. So she tried to f**k the only person who can help her. LOL. Not only that, but this person also gave her a good return of "Karma". LOL. Too funny. Better not take any trade today. Hopefully I will have stopped laughing for a next week trade. LOL
Seriously, she really needs to get a good psy, who is going to see through her bullshit and gets her where she will receive whatever real help she needs. I can not understand how on earth people can imagine that someone who - apparently- has been directly involved as a teenager (?) in the death of another teenager (?) , but got away with it as she was never suspected (!!!!!) and never thus received any psychological help, can expect that sooner or later, the death + the hiding of it to the parents + the getting away with it + keeping something like that for so long , will not create some deep psychological issues down the line. Talk about Karma coming home to roost sooner or later. So she got lucky to manage to get away with it without anybody suspecting that it was her... Luckily psychology/spirituality is there to get people accountable in a certain way. Now I understand why I have been explained I should not feel sorry for her. She needs very serious clinical psychiatrical help in a very intensive way.
People think they can get away from being directly involved in someone's death and witnessing it and have no consequences LOL. May be that's the beauty of psychology/spirituality : she might have escaped the law, but the mind does not. Amen to that.
My week trade is in place. Crossing my fingers for my 100pips. Really tiny size as I am taking the week off just to "digest" all of this. If I had known going into the trading industry would have lead me to become aware of all the shitty thing I had to come across all along this "saga", I think I would have passed the trading industry. Now, just looking forward to my retreat. And I'll take it from there.
Done with the retreat. 100% satisfaction. I am very glad I was very well prepared beforehand , as I can now understand why these retreats can be dangerous psychologically : seeing things as they are.
Trading wise, I will from now on look for much bigger weekly returns. . Just what I can do without limitations.
I have obviously came to develop an extremely deep respect for Asian people - the males and females Asians. I am talking of South East and Far East Asians. The experience here has been really amazing.
I have also decided to make it extremely easy for myself : - only trading one aspect of the market behavior - staying at 1% capital risk per trade
As I will only go for one aspect of the market behavior, that means I can make it more easy for myself by automating some aspects. Obviously, as now the idea is making it easier, I am hiring some freelancers.