i dont know if i follow but.. my eyes seems to be working fine. as is my nose, ears, sense of touch (i am not being facetious here) senses working OK.. check! my intellect seems at very least in working order here too.. i get by day to day w/o much difficulty .. i eat, i breathe, i sleep, i solve usual daily mundane probs with relative ease.. intellect seemingly working ok... check! what am i missing (if anything)?? what's next??