Since I have traded over 30 fun filled years, yeah right...not the early ones. 12. I am so close !!! 13. I can't believe it, I was up on four trades in a row and now down for the day !!! 14. F**k this, I quit !!! 15. It's Friday afternoon, forty trades later and I am down again, where is the Futures magazine for the next Guru I can toss my money away. 16. It worked last week !!! 17. Back to the bank for another loan, can use my car for collateral on this one. 18. I will do a spread, no risk in that....WTF, they are going opposite in same market? 19. Limit Down, WTF does that mean I can't get out, just fill the damn orders !!! 20. Three f**king days of limit down sitting on twenty contracts? You said this be safe !!! Moron !!! (It was really me being the moron for not knowing about limit moves - don't trust a broker) 21. I can't believe the $300 loss I didn't take is now $8,000 and counting, can't give out now, am sure bank with take second car for collateral. 22. What do you mean I lost ten grand in ten seconds? What report? I don't care if the price was only there for a nano second, you should have gotten me out!!! 23. I finally caught a break, my stop was actually filled before my stop and limit entry price was filled. Two days later, what do you mean ticket was not turned in and I have a margin call for the loss, "I'm calling the NFA/CFTC and the President", F**K this !!! 24. What do you mean I got filled outside of the range of the day? 25. I know I shouldn't have washed my socks, I was on a roll of two winning days in a row. 26. Where is my lucky coin? Hey, did you steal my lucky coin? 27. I was doing so well. 28. No more of letting the cat in my office when I'm not, he hit the mouse, so appropriate, to put me in a trade, no food for you for next five months.... Back to number 12. The early years, my gawd, I just don't know how I stayed with it, all the most horrible emotions come out along with new words. Trading stocks was never as hard as trading futures, it never dawned on me earlier that trading a hedged product was often times manipulated especially in Meats and softs.
Please, Lord, I'm a good person. I don't deserve to be treated like this, can You please give me a break just this once?