OK, so you overcame your challenge, Now your a new you, Yes? As far as a gut check? You would be the one to answer that question.
I did indeed feel like a new person. It was a different feeling for sure. Pretty cool. It probably operated more as a risk management signal, which I still did mechanically today without the feeling. So it was a feeling that was useful, but I have worked around it.
Anytime you have positive personal growth, This the time you celebrate your achievement, and Yes, This is really Cool.
That's why I started this journal. I wanted to document the feelings so I can acknowledge they exist and work around them rather than try to suppress them. The feedback has been immensely valuable!
When building a structure with bricks, it's one brick at a time and when your done it's a solid structure. The same approach can be used towards rebuilding or repairing oneself, Its one item at a time. Just remember to celebrate your achievements, you worked hard for it, and you deserve it.