======================== I do Omega point,[ interesting Bible nickname you have].; its in the old testament/hebrew. Also a nother reason for belief in the LORD; hebrew prophet says ''there is no peace says my God for the wicked''. Know Jesus,know peace; no Jesus , no peace.
What are you so afraid of? There is no paradise awaiting you at death, no afterlife no pie-in-the-sky just eternal blackness. The sooner you accept this the better the more you'll appreciate what you have RIGHT NOW it's all we got, there is nothing more