<img src=http://www.elitetrader.com/vb/attachment.php?s=&postid=3350380> Four out of five reject? That doesn't go well with the poll result.
You know what? Most of the four out of five still move on with much better life than you. I feel that your prefrontal cortex and anterior cingulate gyrus in your brain are firing up all the time. Seek a psychiatrist to treat your behavior disorder.