Well your just another part of that 90% that fails within 6 months. Congratulations. McDonalds might hire you back?
Smooth if you have the resources to survive, trade and learn then do it, but if not it's time to hit the streets for a full time job and building up your war chest at the same time. Keep this thought in mind it's your account size that will make or break you, and from your account size you have to formulate a trading system that will fit that account size.