I would think that if you "wasn't willing," you would have said, "I wasn't willing." And if you didn't care, I would think that you'd exclaim, "I didn't care!" But since you said you were either not willing, or didn't care, makes me think you actually did care. Why wouldn't you yourself know which reason actually applied? You remind me of Trump when he later claimed he was being sarcastic regarding that huffing/drinking bleach thing. Due to your credibility issues I addressed earlier, I'm not so sure you're being truthful with me right now. Here's what you said, After your objection, and after rereading you sentence a few times, I pieced together what you were trying to say, I understand now.
Minneapolis pawn shop: You loot, we shoot... Minneapolis Pawn Shop Owner Shot & Killed Suspected Looter https://heavy.com/news/2020/05/cadillac-pawn-minneapolis-shot-looter-report/
That was not to you, but to "Suntrader". You may have that user on ignore. I don't blame you if you do.
Actually it was my city at one point in time. Those folks don't need much help running this place into the ground, the politicians and corporations in the area did a good job doing that already.
‘Armed rednecks’ defend stores from looters amid George Floyd protests https://nypost.com/2020/05/28/armed-rednecks-stave-off-looters-amid-george-floyd-protests/ Armed citizens in Minneapolis stood guard against looters who ravaged the city Wednesday night over the death of George Floyd. (More at above url)
This kind of double-speak doesn't add value. I stated my comment was rhetorical. Go look up the word if you need further insight. I don't honestly care if you think I am being truthful. Think whatever you wish. Fantastic.
When I believe someone intentionally mischaracterized my words; or, when I can't see where I've been unclear, I'll asked them to support their general allegation that my "whole post is unclear!" by at least being specific. If it is truly unclear, it's simpler for that person to just explain which parts are unclear, and why; than it would be for me to try to guess ... possibly being unclear again.