Lol, welcome to trading! Dont worry, everyone goes through this kind of stuff. The ones who succeed are persistent mofo's who will do whatever it takes to make it. Be prepared for the next year or so of rocky roads, ups and downs, feeling great after a good day and just awful after a bad one. In the end, if you stick with it long enough, you will have learned what works, what doesnt and how to keep your emotions in check. Just make sure you dont blow through your account before you have given yourself a realistic chance of making it. This comes from 8 years of trading, 7 consecutive profitable and zero down weeks since 2001.