You're drunk again ZZZzzz, don't be so hard on yourself. Even though it is true. But if you are going to put yourself down. Don't forget that you're also fat, drunk and stupid. You defend pedophilia and can't debate for shit. You're friendless and even your fellow liberals think your a complete buffoon.
Contrary to what your "Debating for Dummies" book says, getting in the last word does NOT mean you win.
My best guess is that you're lonely,stupid, self loathing and suffer from an inferiority complex. That and of course you're drunk most of the time.