1) I want to hold myself accountable, hence the title "Mentally Challenged" -- since it's a mental challenge to stay disciplined. 2) Trader, because I want to be a trader and not have to work at Starbux or McDonald's anymore 3) Because X-Treme Profits will get me out of my mom's basement and, 4) Dot Com, just because. I'm trying to become an auto-trader, but have occasionally done stupid things like manually intervening in my trading. I figure public humiliation and accusations from people on ET will only help improve self-esteem and turn me into the kind of winner I want to be. Today: -$195. Systems generated $40 Discretionary trading was the rest of the loss. Part of my difficulty is that I don't want to put lots of money into the automated system, so I let it run while trading by hand. Usually, this results in a profit. Today, for whatever reason, I was totally undisciplined. I'm trying to vow NOT to do this anymore.