Really its nothing more than a simple mnemonic device. That fact that you can't recognize that or more likely chose to ignore it speaks volumes. You must have a very shallow understanding of how to cope with human emotions and situations. I won't weep for you children i quite crying for other people along time ago.
There is no difference. Any being is but energy. It is what you do with it that counts. Some statues are worth many empty brains...
I really think you should ask yourself if you want to trade. Was your interest more about your relationship? Are you just thinking of going back in because you think he would want you to continue? Maybe you have other interests away from trading to use some of the $. I would think you godfather intended the money for your happiness and opportunity, not for pain, guilt, and suffering.
Sorry I have been away from the forum. I have been working my day job. To clarify he wasn't a coworker and I didn't interact with him on a daily basis, more like a weekly. Thanks for the support and understanding in the block and knocking the confidence. He did get me to a point that I can trade on my own (nothing too sexy) but did light the fire of making the trade. I have backtested my possible trades and noted I missed out on a lot of winning trades because pulling the trigger. I will get through this and I think it is still a mourning process but the fact that there are a wide range of the response is funny and uplifting regardless of their content.
I believe you can do it but now is the time for the mourning. BTW what did you people trade? Which time frame?