All one needs to do is read your post history to know that you offer zero value--- stay the F off my threads loser. surf
I'm sure that Surf has tremendous confidence in your little P&R group, rather then say the people of Ottawa who are rife with "psychotics" according to him. That's his right, it shows really bad judgement but so what. He can ignore me but he can't ignore his guilt, can he ? But I will give him credit for at least feeling that guilt. There are clear sociopaths in your P&R group that have little or no empathy for others and absolutely no awareness of why their actions and opinions are deeply flawed. The racism is very real, you can pretend it doesn't exist, doesn't matter to me at all. Nor does it matter to me that Surf is uncomfortable with the concept of potential fraud when he crashed a hedge fund. He can address that in a mature, calm way, explaining the risk parameters of the fund and how he communicated them to his investors. This step is advisable given he is still in a similar business. But no, he chose to shoot the messenger with unsubstantiated personal insults that are essentially off topic. Perhaps I expect too much from Surf, I thought on the surface he was an intelligent guy. I make no such pretense in your case, most topics go way over your head.
There are too many people in financial services that are essentially glorified con men, you are starting to show your true colours in that regard, although there is no shortage of people on here who figured as much before this thread.
This is why i posted about it in a public forum of my peers. Its my way of coming to terms and realizing the $$ loss did not cause the situation despite it haunting me. This was the year of our contracted trip-- so its all very vivid to me right now. Thanks Jem surf
Sometimes you make choices in life and sometimes choices make you If it was suppose to be different then it would have been but you can't live your life based on what ifs. I know as men we often have trouble opening up and bottle shit up inside for years and this takes a toll on us both mentally and physically. I just want you to know that if you ever need to talk to anyone about anything my inbox is always open. My offer also stands to any of my fellow brothers on et.
thanks for posting your confession on this thread,but my opinion to you is go and see a psychologist they will know the appropriate answer and how to overcome the situation. dealing with people who suffer from depression is really hard as i have had to deal with 3 close people last year with depression and they wore me down literally.and also costed me thousands of dollars through trading because they clogged up my mind and i just kept on making stupid decisions. you probably blame yourself for the situation as any good human would do but you say that you have not seen her for a while. how do you know, it could be other people who stuffed her around,she could of been in a bad relationship or hundreds of other things. overall gets some professional advice.it will help you
Sad story mate. You were both guilty, she should have never entrusted all her capital to one investment entity, especially a hedge fund, you obviously overleveraged. Sorry to hear about what happened, although she is gone, the guilt is obviously still there for not trying to at least stop her. But maybe there was little you could have done anyway even if you did answer.
MS be certain in yourself that contrary to popular belief you cannot really change other people. You can only attempt change them. Other people can only change themselves.Physical restraint only works temporarily. It is only sometimes possible to reach logically oriented when not in the grips of a strong emotional situation. If you believe in the after life she will understand and forgive.