You have the right to post whatever you want, but I have no sympathy for con men, and I have less sympathy for con men with sob stories trying to justify their actions. After stating "there's no defense for this sort of thing," you go spending several paragraphs trying to defend yourself. Your whole story may be true, but given a history of deceit no one should give you the benefit of the doubt. If you are indeed remorseful, you should keep a low profile and pick a profession that actually contributes to society.