it's a moot point now time to get back to work that's what us good protestants do we work for a living but if I ever get flat again LEGALIZE IT!
Until you find the real things: chakra health exercises, Healing Codes, Louise Hay.. I've undergone more change in the last two months than in previous decades
learn those "chakra" excercises, which we use to call "kundalini" and do them sometime after you have taken a hit of acid (all the time smoking some of that low grade pot we use to consume) and when you finally merge with the "all" and experience that bliss, then you will think different about getting long or short. It's always good to pay your bills. And very bad to be depressed about debt and trading losses. But you can only be so dry when it is raining. It never helps to be more dry.