It seems market is not taking care of you. Just remember 95% of the market revolve on the psychological of the trader's mind and market's behavior. This is one of the aspect of the trading which is unfortunately being ignored by traders. Trading is very simle but not easy!!
Don't get mad at the market - the market is completey indifferent to all of us. You have to take care of yourself. Not all traders ignore this aspect - only the one who lose.