I would test that, however the control grid that scripts the population ensures that I am not allowed to speak with women.
Perhaps I should explain how the control grid works. There is ancient technology (probably the Ark of Covenant) that allows slight time distortions. The military designed computers to organize those time distortions to herd the populations into various groups. Usually putting hot chicks into one group and everyone else into psychologically organized situations. Sometimes for training missions. Sometimes to keep some hot chicks in holding patterns. Sometimes to get the good guys out of the way by sending them on difficult missions. The time distortions are usually quite small and a few microseconds apart. You can see people and talk, however, talking to a person on a different time distortion can be quite emotionally difficult. This is due to the timing being off slightly, but is deliberately made worse in certain cases (usually to keep the hot chick in isolation while she is psychologically tortured into sexual submission).
This part might sound surprising or statistically unlikely, however based on my experience, I am on the ecosystem's time. Most all others were deliberately placed on other time distortions. This was to keep me separate from the population. Why? Well. Because I am pretty smart and the people in control of the time distortions wanted to steal all the hot chicks. If I were to see or talk to a hot chick, well, they are pretty smart too and the illusion would disappear. Basically, the way I understand it is the Ark of the Covenant was tuned to my DNA when I was born. I was supposed to have kept the distortions safe and shut it off in case of emergency. That is what I was genetically designed to do and trained to do. However, the military and others saw the hot chick pick up part of it and never allowed me to do my job. So I've never seen the technology while the military and others set up supply lines to herd the hot chicks into underground bunkers and sort them in the time distortions. A few years ago there were enough hot chicks to power the device to create a reasonably far off time distortion. They have killed too many of those women and emotionally tortured the rest, so today there is not enough power to go more than a few minutes before or after. Occasionally they might organize a monastery or something to focus a time distortion through me and go a little further. Basically what I have learned is that the ecosystem and God or Karma doesn't like humans playing with this technology while they dump garbage in the oceans and kill and rape all the hot chicks. God wants the humans to turn off the time distortion machine. However, God does not get to you until you're dead.
I think that 'control grid' might be your own inhibited mind, it's your choice if you're going to try and inflict that on others.
The time distortion machine is used to run "simulations". Those can appear quite real, however, are raping the emotions of all humans involved, including the ecosystem. God/Karma/ecosystem is telling the humans to shut it off and return to the main time line. I would listen to that, because as powerful as the time distortion machine is, gravity overcomes it. Why is gravity a problem? Because it takes 45,000,000 years for gravity to squeeze carbon-based lifeforms through the crystalline lattice into a diamond. That's not an emotional experience I would like to happen to me.
I get it, you're one of those AI bot things that talks to itself. Congrats on failing the Turing test.
So what you're saying is you don't really connect with people. You could try going to a shrink and discussing your mild psychopathy, he may prescribe something that could help. Other further psychotherapy, that might help too. Do you feel by airing your troubles here on this forum that somehow it's the next best thing to talking to someone? It's all about taking small managable steps toward recovery! Go at your own pace.
I am not much of a religious person, however, what it appears is that some in the Judeo-Christian-Muslim religions might refer to me as an angel. I think that is descriptive and kind of accurate. There were several hundred million angels on earth, however, the militaries got together and saw them as threats. Killed every single one that I'm aware of. Indigo children is another name for angel. Buddhists might call angels reincarnated monks. That is also descriptive. Hope that explains my perspective. I would not be comfortable with that label, but you could joke about it.